warning: too much anger for one's own safety

this entry contains too much anger so if you wish to read it, be warned!

people like these should jolly well curl up and die! if i could elaborate, i would but i can't so i won't because slamming people will just get me sued and since i'm just a juvenile, i still won't have enough money to hire a lawyer to fight back.

i'm not fed-up with my life because i can never be with people like NATIONS and my girls to cheer me up. i've never been this angry in my life and you should be honoured for being the first recipient to do so. blardy fucked up lah! there's so much anger brewing in me so much that i don't know who to turn to anymore though of course i know i have my girls to help me out. it is damn sickening and it sucks. everyday is another dreadful day as of now. if i could strangle you, i would, but i can't so i won't. i think now you should stay as far away from me as possible because i might just use my claws and scribe your face or something. three words, leave me alone.

i doubt you'll find my blog and even if you do, i don't give a damn really because everyone who reads will be wondering who the hell i'm talking about except a few. it's true. i can never feel safe and secure now. because everyone is different so you just don't know. here's a tip to you. Please mind how you react to different people. if i have a temper of a lionness, i would have pounce on you and eat you up. consider yourself lucky enough i didnt give a flying kick to your face which i would do if i took karate.

yes i'm sadistic like that. now you see that evil in me.
if you survived till now, congrats. im just really frustrated and angry right now and trust me, it won't subside that easily. if i don't talk to you tomorrow, just leave me alone as simple as that or just shut up. because i don't want to talk to you, understand? this doesn't go to one, it goes to all of you.

the only good part about today is meeting up with Amanda and Shantelle. They brought JOY to my depressed life and i'm SO happy/euphoric/ecstatic to see them. see what i mean by i can't be happy without my girls? laughing, talking and shopping for abit is makes me a happy girl but when i returned home, the anger just comes back. so when i'm this angry, don't expect it to suppress any sooner.

so bye.