letskilljoy

moved.

2007-07-01T14:59:00.000+08:00

i know this is irritating, annoying, frustrating, etcetra.
but i've decided to leave this space.
same name, different host.
please click below.

2007-06-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

i'll be back, one day.

2007-05-26T17:58:00.000+08:00

maybe,
you should think about how i feel too.
instead of how you feel all the time.

i never liked what i'm going through now.

back

2007-05-24T12:42:00.000+08:00

I'm back earlier than expected because I am down with a fever. My temperature shot up to 39.3 yesterday and I was sent to the doctor before I was sent home. Thankfully I used my Edusave to pay up for this course because I am not getting a cert. So far, I did kayaking, belaying and trekking. Missed rock climbing yesterday because I was in the Medical Centre. I miss Sui Sen-ers which consists of Eldora, Gaya, Gwendelyn, Han Sen, Jin Hong, Leroy, Rafidah, Sandhiya, Shing Rong, Stephanie, Yi Ting, Zhan Qing and myself.

I miss laughing to their conversations and the quarrels between Gaya and Jin Hong since Day 1. OBS will be really dreadful without them around. Thanks Sui Sens' and Florence for your care and concern the whole time I was sick.

now i can't wait to recover.

2007-05-20T00:35:00.000+08:00

hello inhabitants of planet earth.

i want to go back to primary school times.
back when it was during the world cup days and everyone
played soccer at the parade square.

i'm currently watching one of important events
in the history of football, the FA cup final.
currently we have gone into extra-time and
still, it is goal-less. i'm terribly bored already
but i shall go on and support man utd.

come one man u! one goal plsssss.

[EDIT]
fcuk. bloody drogba just scored.
anyway, i'm off to Pulau Ubin for OBS. uncontactable at all.
fellytone will have to be surrendered. back on 25th May.
i need to get everything by tmr. or later.

so bye.

like a boy;

2007-05-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

i'm getting all the CA1 tests back. scored average for the essays, excluding Economics and i've yet to get Maths back which i'm not proud to say, will be flunking. One person passed that test and the probability of me being that one person is one in a million.

i cracked my toenail because i'm too stubborn and lazy to bring proper footwear for the interhouse games just now. basically my feet is in pain because of the sneakers. i think i need to run everyday without fail. it seems that my stamina worsen after a few days of no intensive exercising.

4 more days to physical and mental torture session = OBS.
before i end, welcome to the site of a confirmed boring read.

yours truly,
me.

my life;

2007-05-12T00:55:00.000+08:00

I am mentally-prepared that I'm going to flunk the History test. I wrote serious crap and any History student will tell you that if you write 2 pages for an essay, you're searching for trouble. In other words, a fail.

I wish the MOE or the Prime Minister can reinforce the 5-days work week policy. I'm not happy that we're still being ~~asked~~ forced to come back on Saturdays for training, extra lessons, workshops etc. It is driving me nuts.

I am still sleepy despite a 3 hours nap just now.

Even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Because these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives

2007-05-09T22:32:00.000+08:00

She's going through a hectic week. Next week is hectic too.
Come again soon.

OBS in two weeks.
Fieldtrip in three weeks.

2007-05-06T01:43:00.000+08:00

which sane sickening organisation came up with the idea of Project Work?

HAIYAKKK;

2007-04-20T00:05:00.000+08:00

A dozen apologies for the lousy updates. Busy and truth is, I never really enjoyed posting here. But for the convenience of non-LJ users.

I want to take a trip down memory lane and go back to a time
when stress isn't really taking so much of a toll on me.
I feel the pressure but it's not taking over me; my body and mind.
The work I did for O's is nothing compared to now.
Yes, I still remember clearly that time when my brain collapse on me in the middle of the Physics paper and I panicked so much.
Thankfully, I had faith in Allah and said some prayers. This is not those times when people say that their brain just collapse on you because this is really collapse. Whatever that I write and think is somewhat slurred (?).

But then again last year, I enjoyed going to school although waking up in the mornings was a really difficult task. But I'm still waking up at 6 plus in the morning so no biggy. Because I love my class loads and they never fail to make me laugh and smile everyday.

I know last year I'm always turning to the back and communicating with Aidah, shouting my rubbish answers from my seat during lessons ( which of course the teachers take with a pinch of salt. I don't dare to be that girl anymore in this new school because everything is SO SERIOUS. ) Getting very distracted by anyone passing by the classroom ( not only me hokay! lol. Think NATIONS will know what I mean here. ) and also nearing the O's, the classroom was like a warzone. Our seating arrangement was disastrous. Some here, there, in the centre, at the corner, all in their close-knit groups. Teachers didn't care anymore I guess just as long we studied hard.

Now, breaks aren't really breaks. Breaks are those precious minutes or hours that you use to complete your tutorials or do a last-minute revision. Last time, breaks were breaks. We would go down, have a light meal and then try to smuggle Pokka Green Tea or the fake Ramly burger to class.

I think I might want to migrate somewhere less stressful, slow-paced and nice so that when I go there, I'm actually much more hardworking than the rest. Do you know how freaky it is to see people working so hard and feel that whatever you do is nothing? Like what you are doing is just a little? I feel so drained out already but what I do is not enough.

Hmmm I head O's certs are ready for collection? Anyone planning to collect them yet?

brianstorm;

2007-04-16T23:10:00.000+08:00

Finally a music video that makes sense and holds a number of
messages.
Ignore the song ( though it's nice, kind of grows on you after awhile. ) because i haven't really have time to make the connection to the video yet.

My MC ended last Saturday so I attended PE and training just now. PE was okay though I had to stop for toilet break. Disrupted my whole run. Then physical training was quite a killer. I experienced a sharp pain above my stomach around there and started limping for a few metres. Funny how a pain in the abdomen area causes you to limp even. Sickeningly painful.

I need to start saving up already.
OBS - $200++
Malay Lit Trip to N. Sembilan - $300++
Pending trip to Australia ( CCA ) - $1000++

My edusave only has $200++ as of now.

Maths test was difficult. I can't attempt the first few questions. Over 30, I doubt I get close to 15 even. What the tutor said is true anyway. You can't expect A'level to be easy even if it is H1 Maths.

Sigh. Have a good week ahead everyone and Happy Schooling to those attending poly.

a note;

2007-04-12T22:44:00.000+08:00

Dear Economics,
I enjoy learning about you because you're intersting (currently).
But do you know,

WHEN IT COMES TO ESSAYS,
YOU KILL EVERY BRAIN CELL OF MINE?!
You bring so much agony to my friends and I,
there is so many things to explain about,
even when our essays seem like it's finished,
it really isn't.

2 Econs essays by 2.30pm tomorrow.
bye.

we should get jerseys 'cos we make a good team;

2007-04-09T20:31:00.000+08:00

I'm going to study like a mad mozafugger.
I sent an email to the Dept of Geography in NUS asking if
it's possible for me to do Geography when I'm taking
History for A's. They said it's possible so long I have a good
command of English.

I'm darn glad that I am able to do
Geography. You might think wtf Hidayah! You already are taking History for 6 years or so & you want to switch. Sorry
mankeedoodettes, I don't wish to be a History teacher or Historian or Archaeologist. Geog's cool!

I want to help
save the planet! :)

Watford VS Portsmouth : 1-1 currently.
Yes people. Live update from my own lappy. I love
live streaming of soccer matches.
In about an hour plus time, Arsenal's going against
Newcastle. Live baby live!!

I have a History test tomorrow. ^uv%#!)745@!&)*!!!!wtf!!!

zer-ponj-bob zer-ku-wer penz;

2007-04-05T21:36:00.000+08:00

Bloody yj and their policies of

''Even with an MC, we'll still give you a zero if you are absent for a test. No re-tests!"
or their
"I want a photocopied MC if you're absent," and that is said by every teacher who taught my class so if there
is say Maths, GP, History and Econs for the day,
I have to photocopy 4 MCs for them and the original to my CT. These things drive me nuts. Not that I have been absent from school
but I think it's really troublesome.

I'm thankful for Good Friday so that I have more time to finish up as much assignments and squeeze some time for History and Econs revision
since I have tests next week. I visited the Doc two days ago and she said I'm stressing myself out. Maybe in the sports department, yes I do stress
myself out because it's very paiseh if you ask me. I'm usually the last one running on the tracks, not that I mind but you can feel that
competitive spirit somehow. So I ran at my own pace and only on Monday that my body almost gave way. I was very tempted to collapse on the tracks
and just surrender myself because I don't care anymore. My breaths are really short, the stamina is there but the breathing part is painful. My chest hurts and the whole journey home was tiring. Huffing and puffing like the Big Bad Wolf in Red Riding Hood lah. I'm coughing rather badly now but the breathing part has decrease a bit but I don't know if it's still there. Anyway, I'm planning to go for a light jog tomorrow to build up the stamina and also heat up my body.
I'm banned from consuming anything cold now because that's also another factor that affects my lungs. Something like bronchitis. My throat is sore though. I expect running nose or a change in my voice soon.

In other words, my body is falling apart but I'll put it back together again. Soon.

I miss doing photography. It's not easy to find time to do anything except school-related things. I get rather irritated nowadays especially when people bug me with unnecessary things that is not in my priority list. Sorry lah, but really, I can't be bothered to entertain so many people at one time. There are exceptions though but mainly, I take quite awhile to reply to messages nowadays or forgot to reply back. Sorry once again.

This weekend is the time for me to finish up whatever that is due next week, re-do my PI, a proper one, and revise for History and Econs test next week.
Loads to do and so little time but heck, anything to keep me busy and occupied. At least I don't have to feel guilty about not doing any work or what. & I might
go from training on Saturday I guess. Since teacher asked me to come down at 11am to watch the match then I might as well train along.

Ahhh we'll see how.

School has been going along quite okay. A few cranky teachers, loads of work but a crazy bunch of people and a certain eyecandy is good enough to keep me going through those hard times. Hahah! But whatever it is, MUST STUDY HARD!

hello k;

2007-03-31T16:40:00.000+08:00

School has been a-okay. Deadlines to meet, more tests coming up, freaky Econs lectures and tutorials ( in which I have one conclusion to make : Econs lecturers are seriously MAD! but they teach well making Econs really interesting ) , spending breaks in the canteen or library basement trying to complete as much work which pretty much sums up my school life to hectic.

Friends I made in school are funny people. I'm glad I have them to help me in Maths especially and Haziyah to brighten up the unhappy days.

But I haven't had any problems, minor ones only, trying to complete my work. I try to do as much work as possible so that on the days I'm down for training, I don't have to worry about incomplete tutorials when I get home. It's not easy. PW hasn't really started but I bet it'll drive me crazy soon.

Other than school, I need to watch out for my health as well. I don't know why I'm having breathing difficulties quite recently eventhough I'm exercising like a hyena. Stomachaches are slowly subsiding but headaches are accumulating. I need to start eating and resting well. The time of the month is late again so I guess it's due to fatigue and not enough food I'm consuming.

I'm hooked on Mew. That's out the blue, green, red and black. Aiyah, I don't know what to say already lah. Back zoo mazz!

short and sexy;

2007-03-29T22:25:00.000+08:00

hmm well I can't help it but,

SEXY SIALLLL!
lol.

i didn't know Lampard is quite good-looking.
but Torres/Fabregas forever baby. <333
HAHAHAHAHAH!

tyvm: http://modesty-blaze.livejournal.com

2007-03-27T22:28:00.000+08:00

What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

I'm lost, exhausted and upset.
Of all things, I cannot believe I am so stressed out over this issue.
I'm going to get some sleep. Goodnight all.

as i curse silently;

2007-03-21T21:34:00.000+08:00

Sleepy, exhausted and bombarded with work and revision. Apologies for the lousy blog updates.
Everyday is revision day and no free day. Especially for Economics because the teacher never fails to pop a question or two unexpectedly.

I am now the History rep for the class. I guess it's okay though it's going to be one helluva busy time; getting all the international and s.e.a notes for the class and hopefully i do remember to collect them or I'M DEAD!

The other thing I want to add is, I feel like leaving floorball. Seriously. Yeah I love floorball and I'm reluctant to leave too but I have no choice. Three trainings per week and especially since YJC is national champions in floorball for girls so it's very demanding of my time and energy. I don't think I'm all up for it in giving up my time and energy.

Sigh. There goes my aim to join a sports CCA. But heck, I can go out and exercise every weekends. I want to pursue my interest in photography so maybe if my leave from floorball is successful, I might join photography club. Slack for all I care but I want to get as much photography-related skills as much as possible.

Fuck sometimes I just hate school because of all these things. They add to the heavy workload unnecessarily.

Back to Maths and GP. & as I've mentioned in the past posts, i won't be updating that often anymore. Probably during the weekends or when I'm free or when I need to rant and vent my frustrations.

i'm seventeen now yo;

2007-03-17T13:38:00.000+08:00

Happy B'day to all the 17 March babies yo!
Like me for instance! & also to my mom. plus all the rest on Earth celebrating their birthday on this date. :)

May all your wishes and dreams come true & best of luck in your future endeavours yo!

oh and big thanks to those who wished me yo! Now I have maths assignments, malay lit essay and an incomplete birthday card for mom to do yo!

when it all falls apart;

2007-03-16T23:29:00.000+08:00

'The jury has heard how Mr Asiedu, of no fixed address, was the fifth bomber accused of carrying a bomb made of hydrogen peroxide and chapatti flour..'

source:http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/6458493.stm

chappati flour?! When I read that portion, I had to laugh. I didn't know bombs are made of food stuff. Reading news is fun. You don't know how weird some things are in this world. Like chappati flavoured bombs for instance.

exhausted;

2007-03-13T22:22:00.000+08:00

Woah. When school reopens, I have a test waiting for me. How exciting! So now, I need to start reading and absorbing the book. Malay Literature class is quite fun actually though I can't stand the malay-ness.

"Tikus-tikus itu errr..attack bandar Hemlin,"
(translation: The rats attacked the city of Hemlin.)

wth attack?! And I was actually doing a presentation when I said that so fooooyeahh! I wonder how my H1 Malay is going to be like.

I need to stop stuffing myself with food. Food is great but I need to exercise regularly too.
Oh well.

H2 economics, history & malay literature
H1 mathematics

wish me luck. and note that i'm not gon to update so much anymore. I don't have that much energy and time anymore once school starts so see yeah!

ugly is the new beautiful;

2007-03-11T23:23:00.000+08:00

4E5 class gathering cum barbecue was a good event to end off the week or start the week. The pit was really far away from civilisation, as in far from the toilet or the Mcdonalds etc. When I reached the pit with some of them, they were busy starting the fire so there wasn't much to do. Sat by the beach shore all through dusk, talking with my ex-classmates.

One of the doods(dudes) said that yt is quite a sheltered place and I have to agree to that. Because I felt the awkwardness when I came to MI because I was used to the rigid and strict rules in yt. Don't ask me to explain but I'm grateful to have met the Mustangs. They're the ones I learn a lot from and the ones I can depend on when I'm down or in doubt, even if we're just classmates. When I was talking to them, I knew even better that the world out there is much scarier than it seems to be. I'm really glad that they were once in my class and proud to be one of them.

Anyway, about half the class turned up. I ate whatever they barbecued; from squid to hotdogs and chicken wings and talked a lot of rubbish, vulgarities and sexually explicit content. (HAHAHAHAH!) What do you expect right when you're with a bunch of happy funny people. But I enjoyed myself. My parents fetched me home though I wish I could go home with the rest of them and talk some more but I'm a very good girl who goes home on time. :)

I hate the fact that there is school tomorrow seriously. I kind of miss MI somehow. The facilites, the friends I made and some of the teachers. I feel like appealing there leh. I don't mind taking Arts there but I'll have to take Literature instead which is wtf because I can't do Literature at all. Ah heck! I'm just going to study like eff this year, get promoted and then worry about the A's next year. Goodnight all. Pictures up soon.

he's a stranger to some but a vision to none;

2007-03-08T21:32:00.000+08:00

Second day of orientation was better than yesterday's. I said better not good. My group consisted of seven people during the Amazing Race. My guess is most of them all cabot lah. And also the part where I got violated twice. Amazing race was quite alright albeit tiring. There was laughing and the people left were sporting and co-operative so that was good. Pity it was just a temporary group. I'll be getting my permanent class tomorrow and I hope they're fun and happy people. I need to spread the joy around.

Went for floorball selections and I was one of those chosen. Quite happy initially but the teacher told us that we're having training at 3.30pm, today itself. My stamina sucks and I was having that vomiting sensation (hahahahahah!) and I did puke a lot of water. Blame the empty stomach and the bad stamina. I have to go jogging this March holidays. Need to train myself up, yo.

I'm off to Sarimbun tomorrow for some gelling session with my new permanent classmates. I'm too tired to go anywhere. School ends at five too tomorrow and then Saturday will be school again because there's bridging lessons whereby those who didn't attend PAE anywhere will need to come to catch up on lessons. I don't see why I need to go for Econs. I mean obviously MI will speed up the pace during PAE because most of the people there will want to go JC. So whatever they teach will be equivalent to what is thought in JC right? Grr. But I shall go anyway because Shikeen forced me to. Oh yeah Shikeen is this girl in my class in P21. Quite glad she was friendly and sporting.

Before I end, I have something to add. I seriously don't get what's the problem with some people. YJC isn't all that bad for now. I don't care if they're Top 10 or Top 5. It's near and even if you're in RJC or NJC, you still need to work hard to get your distinctions so what's the big deal? It's two years only and every JC2 student will sit for the same A's papers. I think I made the right choice by opting for YJC. As in I can get home fast, I'll have time to rest, do my work and if school ends late, I don't have to worry because home is fifteen minutes away. If I have to regret, then I'll be the one regretting. Plus, I think if something is already decided, I don't see a point in trying to make amendments to decisions. I mean in this case, it's your future thing and I've decided to do my A's so yeah. I know that one day I will feel a sense regret coming to YJ but who cares?! All I can do is shrug off that idea because I'm already on that path and I can't possibly turn back. Heard of look forward and never look back?

Thank you and this is the end of my unhappiness. :)
But I still think YJC is like a hospital but never mind. HAHAHAHAH! I love the fact that they've got plentiful of cats. Funny the school 'adopt' all these stray cats.

charlie buckettoad;

2007-03-06T10:27:00.000+08:00

there were more people initially but this is one of the excerpts of the retarded conversation amongst the Mustangs. I can't help but smile and laugh so much in my room and my dad asked me what the hell was so funny about. Then you have Bing Cong, forever the class monitor and forever the guy who try to maintain sanity in the class and warning us not to spout vulgarities/obscenities so much. Till at one point he asked us all to shut up. So fun! lawl.

Anyway,
4E5 MUSTANGS
There will be a class gathering / barbecue / whatever.
11 MARCH 2007, SUNDAY
12 noon onwards
EAST COAST PARK AREA C
If you're going, please inform Bing Cong by today, 6th March aights!

Hopefully everyone can make it because I miss all of them truckloads, jetloads and tankloads!
Oh and I just checked my posting and I'm off to YJC (arts). Alvina also told me my class and I hope they'll be a fun bunch of people. Ahkay, I need to shower.

BYE PAE, HELLO JAE;

2007-03-02T22:02:00.000+08:00

Picture post! I love to post pictures. It's much more interesting and fun. And anyway, if you're the case who loves words so much, go interpret the pictures. They paint a thousand words.

yeah yeah yeah lame wtf shut up i dont care. my blog my problem hokay?!

here goes, now scream.

purple roses to start off~

candylicious.

my gifts to them~

Siti's to me.

Siti's letters to the rest are really NEAT! They form a jigsaw puzzle! Cool aye?!

Kin's to me, which I'm very in love with the canvas thing.

What an eventful today. Not in the best of health to elaborate much so this is what happens when indecisiveness gets on my nerves.

Let's play a game called 'Spot The Retard'

Econs madness!

K I'm done.

Ah sigh. I need my sleep now. Goodnight!

oompa loompas;

2007-03-01T20:12:00.000+08:00

For my post today, I'd like to do a quiz. or a survey. or a quiz. Yess, quiz! Took this from my Friendter's bulletin board.

1. Last person who wrote you a
testimonial?
- Ask Friendster's management.

2. Last movie u watched?
- GHOST RIDER!

3. What do people first notice when
they see you?
- my very brightly-coloured yellow specs?

4. Do you like peanut-butter?
- its fine.

5. Most memorable place?
- gotsta be yts? loads and loads of ups and downs over there/

6. Do you read comics?
- yesh.

7. What's your favourite restaurant?
- im no richie rich. i eat at hawker centres and banquet is good. WHATS WRONG WITH HAWKER CENTTRES? WHY? RESTAURANT THEN BIG DEAL ISIT??

8. Do you have enemies?
- ask my enemies. but who cares. hate me for all i care because i'll continue being me. go curl up and die, freaks!

9. You like to go out grocery shopping?
- not much.

10. Do you eat alot?
- i think. i try to starve but i failed.

11. Do you believe in God?
- YES.

12. First thing to do when you wake up
tomorrow?
- shower.

13. Where are you right now?
- my bedrooom.

14. Your name spelled backwards
- hayadih.

15. Where were you last night?
- in town having dinner with punkpiratesgang then met up with ena and ekin.

16. What is the last thing you
downloaded?
- norton anti-virus software update.

18. Are you getting married?
- i'll tell you when the date is around the corner.

19. Do you have a car?
- no, but i have an army tank. wanna ride?

20. Do you like rollercoasters?
- oooooooh no and yes at the same time.

21. Chattin with?
- nobody.

22.Would you go bungee jumping or sky
diving?
- bungee jump.

23. Are you shy?
- quite.

24.Do you think you're popular?
- i don't think so y'know. how?

25.Chips or popcorn?
- popcorn!

26.Are you a good cook?
- i'm a cooking hazard.

27.Best thing in the world?
- i'll tell you when i retire. i still haven't feel the best thing in the world.

28.Have you ever broken a bone?
- guess so but i never get them checked.

29.Have you ever won a trophy?
- yes.

30.What is your favorite board game?
- snakes and ladders. huahuahua!

31.Do you bake cakes?
- sadly no.

32.Last thing you bought at a pharmacy
(watson)?
- buffer?

33.Do you believe in love at first
sight?
- admire/like okay but love nahhh.

34.Whats your favorite song right now?
- augustus gloop, augustus gloop, the great big greedy, nincampoop! lawl.

35.How many pairs of shoes do you own?
- i don't count them.

36.Last song stuck in your head?
- starlight - muse.

37.Any pets?
- pet dragon and a tiger cub.

38.Worst TV show as of the moment?
- survivor. sorry survivor diehard fans, i cannot survive survivor shows AT ALL.

39.Color of most clothes you own:
- black and brown.

40.Whose picture(s) do you carry in
your wallet:
- my picture. DUH! why else would a picture of the woman who sells fishes be in my wallet?!

wow i haven't done such quizzes in awhile. give me more and i'll love you. okay i have work to do. see y'all laytaaa~

a letter;

2007-02-24T15:51:00.001+08:00

Dear whoever,
I was sms-ing Aidah awhile ago and we were talking about the future, what the world has in store for us etcetra.

Which got me thinking, 'What do I want to do after this? If I make it to a JC, what do I want to do?' Right now, I have no motivation whatsoever to work hard and achieve what I want. That's because I don't know what to achieve. I have no plans up ahead. It makes my whole life aimless and I hate the feeling. It makes going or studying in a JC pointless because I don't know what I want. I'm so used to my life having people tell me go here or go there, going according to where they want me to go that this education life isn't mine at all. It's becoming theirs. They can't pursue it so they're making me do it. It sucks.

Well, now that I have investigated (not fully) and decide on what I want at the end of the day, I think I'll go through the next few years to bully my brains into absorbing as much facts as possible so that I'm more prepared when I face the big exams and I don't have to keep worrying about how well/badly I did anymore just like what happened before the release of the O's. I know what I want now, so if you could please bug off and don't try to change my path anymore. I'm sick of people being that bloody obstacle. The path is so direct but I'm always being that good kid and following people's orders and at the end of the day, i'm slogging my energy out for people and not for me. So I will appreciate if you just leave that decision to me.

Signed,
Hidayah

ps. Time flies really fast now.

yay friday;

2007-02-23T20:17:00.000+08:00

'H' is for hyperventilate,
& happy times!

lawl.

anyway, I met up with Shan after school today and headed to Plaza Singapura. Lunched at KFC where we discussed and laughed about the very disturbing movie; Borat. When the part of the movies which was too much for me came, I just had to stop watching it. It was destroying my virgin eyes and ears and all my five senses. HAHAH! but really I stopped watching altogether and re-watched My Girl because Lee Dong Wook is irresistible.

We went to Spotlight and I got some random stuff I'm going to put into the 'goodie bags'. Then we decided to proceed to Art Friend at Taka to get more things. I got more stuff but Shan didn't. And we went highhh while I was paying for my purchases (hahahahha this sounds very POA-ish!). Then made my way back home by train. & boy, there were quite a lot of people at orchard. It was only 5 but people were already there, probably to get good views of the parade.

WTF;

2007-02-19T22:50:00.000+08:00

Sentosa, Palawan Beach, yishun 'kampong' people, rain, sea, games, food, railway station, laughter, unnecessary talking and home sweet home.

and the internet connnection is having a bitch fit.

SPRING CLEANING;

2007-02-17T18:10:00.000+08:00

RAHHHH!!!

I love changing wallpapers. Deviantart has got awesome wallpapers that I wish my wallpaper can be like a screensaver which switches wallpaper every one minute or so.

As of now, I have successfully chucked aside my POA and Physics related stuff except for the textbooks and ten-year series. I'll most probably throw away more come Monday because right now, I'm too lazy to decide which to keep and which I will not keep. Hopefully by Monday, three-quarters of those books & papers will be gone.

CNY celebrations yesterday was quite okay. We got oranges, OG pictures and love letters. Sad thing was that it was the last day for many people since they're withdrawing from MI. My class is left with less that 15 people I think.

Before I continue my My Girl marathon, here's wishing all of you a HAPPY NEW YEAR! GONG XI FA CAI!

:)

RIP MY STOMACH APART;

2007-02-15T15:56:00.000+08:00

I feel bad for signing out early somehow.
That guilt feeling in me. I hate having weak stomachs. I get painful stomachaches at the wrong place and at the wrong time all the time and it makes me really uncomfortable.

I'd rather someone shove a bayonet into my stomach and pull my stomach out. At least without a stomach, my pain will be less unbearable.

I was well in the morning and then during break, the pain came. I felt nauseous and that excruciating pain in my stomach. I was tempted to vomit everything out but throwing up in school isn't such an encouraging idea. Especially when it comes to girls. They will think I'm bullimic or something and that's not something to be proud of. The last thing I want is having to be sent to for counselling sessions.

I feel really bad. Because only about 6 of my friends are left in school, having to wait until 5pm. It sucks, trust me. It's damn hot and we're having GP at the end of the day. I missed POA, History, Economics and GP. I only attended Maths. Like wtf right. I'm keen to enter JC and I have an attitude of a moron.

Okay quit blogging and I shall go revise my Economics, do my GP research and read up my History notes, for real. But first, medication for the bloody tummy.

a time when i talk too much;

2007-02-14T19:50:00.001+08:00

WTH.
Just as I wanted to watch that "7 o'clock" show with Felicia Chin in it, it's over. Sue me for not following the series but I'm too engrossed with my trusty little black sidekick to even bother with the telly anymore.

Except for those times like The Dancefloor, for instance. Which I can't help but LOL so much during the audition episodes that my parents think I'm mad. Shit. I blew off my cover already. No more angel Hidayah. It's the twisted me now.

Eh! It's Total Defence Day tomorrow right? Cool. I hope they blast the sirens as loud as possible. I haven't heard those wailings for the past two years so the SCDF please blast them off your speakers!

Oh yes Valentine's Day. I've been spending my day today with yours truly, me. Well, we ourselves need personal space. So as of now, Valentine's Day is solely a ME! day. (Unless some prince charming turns up at my doorstep which is preposterous because I'm not living in a storybook or am I Cinderella or Queen of the Damned). & I can't believe I have to return to MI tomorrow for school until 6 March. I'm having too much fun at home or outside. Best part is, school ends at a freaking 5PM tomorrow.

I have no idea why but my bloody 'prt sc' function isn't working so i can't proudly show off my weird wallpaper of Invader Zim.

Sigh. I just enjoy changing my desktop wallpaper. Don't you?

weekend warriors;

2007-02-14T16:55:00.000+08:00

Out in the sun at East Coast Park yesterday with Ain, Ekin, Faezah, Fandy, Lina, Shahirah and Siti. It was supposed to be a class outing but only the 8 of us turned up. Nevertheless it was an enjoyable time. Ate noodles cooked by Ain's mom and cycled around the place. Ekin, Shahirah and I left around 5 while the rest stayed on.

Anyway, I'm finally done with the JAE submission. I was getting frustrated figuring out which courses are good and beneficial but at the end of the day, I do want to go to YJC. It's near and it's also a under the Top Ten JCs so it's a plus point.

Anyway, I wish all of you the best of luck in your future studies, careers and so on. Whatever you guys are doing, best of luck & just do your best. Everything will turn out good in the end. Speaking of JAE, one hour has passed since its closure.

Now let us all wait, wait and wait.

armadillo;

2007-02-11T21:35:00.000+08:00

and she says:
or maybe i put hwa chong arts as first choice, rjc arts second, ajc arts third etc
and she says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

RIGHTT. & i sure need to start making my choices carefully and WISELY!

I'M CONTENTED;

2007-02-09T18:37:00.000+08:00

wow.
I'm armed with good news and I'm glad my journey home wasn't filled with sadness but satisfaction. Don't ask me why I'm not happy. I'm just contented.

Firstly, Congrats to all YT-zens especially my 1990 batch!
Because we proved the school wrong! They said we're the weakest batch in terms of PSLE aggregate. In other words, compared to other years, we were taken in with low T-scores. Look where we are now! Last year, the average L1R5 was 16. This year, it was 15 babyy! We pulled up the school's results yoww! First batch to break through the 16 points barrier.

& Mr Tan Teck Hock was there too. Gosh I missed that man, our ex-principal. It was really nice to see him especially today because I think we made him proud lah. Because we were under him when we came in with low T-scores and he was worried about our O's but we did well! But at the same time, he was also there to promote Serangoon JC which he currently is a prinicipal in. And I also miss Mr Yeo man! His voice when he speaks into the microphone. I miss my form teacher Mr Tay who I owed my dinner money to. I paid up my debts already okay!

Other than results, it was good to see all the familiar faces again, with their funny hairdos like zuhairi who has curly wurly hair. My crazy wonderful friends whom I definitely will miss them all so much!!

Secondly, I'm satisfied with my results. It's not very WOAH but at least I got unexpected but happy results. hahahah!

L1R5 - 15
L1R4 - 11

Thank you to all the teachers who taught me in 2006! Without you guys, I doubt I'll get such results so Thank You!
& I most definitely will be going to the fiesta on 30th June. Because I love YTS so much! HAHAHAHAH! The memories and the friendship there is just so strong and the weird teachers who with their mood swings sometimes whom I will miss.

This is one hell of a long entry. But this probably is the last entry about YTS that I will type about.

LATER;

2007-02-09T12:11:00.000+08:00

Just 2 hours more to go. I'm damn nervous, though I can't wait to meet all my classmates and friends again. Why now why now??

okay i'm off to do my shoelaces and shower and get ready. wish me luck! :/ :) :( hahahahah! mixed emotions. my typing is crazy.

scream;

2007-02-06T17:34:00.000+08:00

I love ellen show!

I had a terrible haircut which left my sides to be really short. & i really mean short. I wanted the sides to be longer but that woman made it so short & idk wtf is wrong with her eyesight. but whatever. it feels weird. i mean back in secondary school, it's something relatively normal because i usually sport a short haircut but it's even weirder now because i have such a boyish haircut and it's a new school now. I can't wait for the hair to grow back.

It's official now that the GCE 'O' level results will be released this Friday. I'm really freaked out and what i've been doing to make myself calm is to think about other things. Get busy with other stuff so you don't have to think about the day. Talking about this is enough to make my stomach churn and fill with butterflies. HAHAHAH!

PE today was quite boring. One quarter of the class turned up and we took height and weight. We decided not to play any games and went off for break instead. I couldn't pay attention in Maths and couldn't remember how to do the sums so talked with Shikin throughout. Accounts after lunch was alright. It was a good thing the lesson lasted for 45minutes because i was getting sleepy. We had break before H1 which was the last lesson for the day; 3.30 - 5pm. Talked and watched people around us, when Shikin, Siti and I decided to skip H1 and go home since we didn't want to stay any longer and the three of us were definitely getting sleepy every minute. My first attempt at skipping lesson! We're supposed to watch The Pianist for History but I've got the feeling i won't stay up to watch even though the movie looks good. Plus, I don't think I'll be missing anything important, really. HAHAHAH! So defensive seh!

Shikin was in hyperventilation mode throughout the bus journey to Bukit Batok MRT and from there to Yishun MRT and I have the feeling she still is now. HEH! Never mind, I'll be there at 7.40am! :)

And yes, GOOD LUCK FOR THE UPCOMING RESULTS Y'ALL!

OLE! OLE! OLE! OLE!

2007-02-04T22:19:00.000+08:00

THE LIONS ARE BRINGING BACK THE TROPHY BABY!!!
WELL DONE SINGAPORE!!

:D

what goes around comes back around;

2007-02-03T01:11:00.000+08:00

School has been quite smooth sailing, minus the occasional IFORGOTTODOMYHOMEWORK or ICANNOTBEBOTHEREDTODOMYHOMEWORK. My days in MI are much happier especially with the wonderful people around to make my day. People like Desmond, Fandy, Nadiana, Siti and Wahid whom I'll miss because they're just so crazy and happy people, ready to create havoc on any day.

Ekin, Siti & Me in Art Room during Home Tutor period.

My class: 07B7

The 07B7 Malay girls

I like this shot.

Last but not least, the happy people! :)

It's kinda scary now that we all know results will be out around next week. It's either Tuesday or Friday. The only good part about getting our results is going back to school and meeting all of my classmates; 4E5 Mustangs! I miss them and their crazy antics a lot. The girls in NATIONS!, the times when we will stop by the provision shop and get ourselves ice cream to consume while walking to the bus stop, especially the jelly ice-cream which is wobbly once the ice around it melts. And the times when we will run to the bus stop when we spot the bus coming. and how we laugh so much when running. Happy old times!

Arghh! This is even much scarier than the O'level exams coming. Getting the results is which is equaivalent to getting a death sentence somehow. Whether you live or die. I really hope my grades aren't that bad because I screwed up at some bits but seriously, I don't want any fails in any subjects.

Speaking of results is making me nervous already. I shall end off here. See y'all soon!

oh and i've got a new heartthrob.

fill my little world;

2007-01-25T19:40:00.000+08:00

hello world!
school is fine so far this week. Today in Econs, we had this game whereby we had to draw the PPC graph on ' fall of unemployment '. We were divided into groups of five or six and mine had Ekin, Fandy, Siti, Wahid and me. We called ourselves JC Rejects. Demoralising name but it's cool. heh! Plus we do lived up to our name. We drew the wrong graph 4 times but we didn't give up & mind you, each time our answer was rejected, 2 points are taken away.

but in the end, we got it correct. the first and only group to do so too! :)
we dared to take risks and besides, we've got good teamwork! & happy + funny people to work with is always awesome.

Friday's herrreee! okay id better go. Off to pick up my laptop from Shan & give her a huggy wuggy before she flies to India tomorrow morning. HMPH! I'M GONNA MISS YOU HUN! LUV YA PLENTY!! <333
& I'm going to visit my sick granny at Tan Tock Seng Hospital as well.
GET WELL SOOOON GRAN!! I WANT YOU BACK IN GOOD HEALTH SO THAT YOU CAN WHIP UP GOOD FOOD!! heee. <333333333

most of the time;

2007-01-22T21:55:00.000+08:00

i miss these people.

& i definitely miss these girls.

<333

this is how a heart breaks;

2007-01-21T22:16:00.000+08:00

- jumps on bed
YAYYY! my parents are allowing me to watch the first half of the very showdown between Arsenal & Manchester United. I bet it's going to be one helluva exciting match. 2350hours come fast please!
though as a gunners fan, i just have that feeling they'll lose to Man Utd. but still, i support my gunners! <3

and since tomorrow school is starting late, i don't mind really. for the past 2 mondays, shikin and i have been coming at the normal everyday timing and we had to wait for an hour for flag raising which sucks because we just sit at the grandstand, with earphones plugged in our ears and stoned.

stone seems a very common word in my blog already. stone stone stone.

TP Open House yesterday was fine. Visited it with the good company of Amanda, Cheryl, Jiaen & Shantelle. Met up with my girlays Nabilla & Shahidah too there. The business school was interesting and i quite like the Diploma in Leisure & Resort Management. It seems like the sort of thing i see myself do in the future. HEH! They teach things like events management which is really going to be fun and hectic too.

Plus there's the Diploma in Veterinary or something which I'd love to take since working with animals is something I'd want to do. NYP Open House is next week. They've got Visual Communications now. If i was still intersted in design, I'd probably take that into consideration. Just that the market in Singapore is small but they've got a large pool of talents so competition is hard. I can never match up with those out there who are just really good but i don't mind one bit. I still have business & applied science to go to. Applied science may not be so easy but i'd turn to business anytime. ohwell, we'll see how things go.

Jam&hop was so so. i think the only fun part was taking lots of pictures with the girls using AMD's camera so yessa, waiting for her to upload them then i can steal them all! :)

urgh i hate this new blogger thing.

hello good friend

2007-01-17T22:28:00.000+08:00

it's really amusing listening to my dad shout madly over the match
between Singapore & Indonesia. Pretty interesting considering that Indonesia managed to score after every goal Singapore had. So f-ed up over the defence lah. Indra put it at 2-1 so nicely and then came the second goal from Indonesia.

final score 2-2. i think if i'm a guy and if ever i get to play with the singapore team, i'll try to stay away from alam shah. he's so scary. he's elbowing is dangerous man. one hit and you bleed. & i think shahril plays well just like the last asia cup singapore played.

oklah hidayah stop rambling abt the match.

i was late for school this morning, along with another 100 or 100+ students. it's so funny that there are so many latecomers. back then, the maximum latecomers for yt was 10 at least. and shikin and i weren't even in a hurry because even when we boarded 941, there were still more people at the bus stop. i think i can rofl because it's really weirdly funny. i think i'm going to develop into a rebel soon because i have other bad plans up ahead. hehhh. >:) <---- the mischievous face.

i can't wait for friday. i'm in the mood for shopping but i don't know i i have sufficient cash for the day now that my school is using cashcard which is really troublesome. i almost died of online window-shopping. there are alot of pretty things out there that i wish i had the cash/money/wealth to buy it. but i shall control the temptation.

i shall and i will and i will and i shall.

before i end, meet my buddy! he's working as a mannequin at fourskin. say HI to him when you go there okay!

wake me up when this madness ends; ( no, really. )

2007-01-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

school is defenitely getting retarded as the day goes by. the people are okay but the teachers are so weird. like my MT teacher who seems to have a problem with yt people or something. yesterday it was shikin, today it was me.

he asked me to tell an english fable to the class. wtf. i don't even know any! it's been months since i read proper novels. i've been too busy reading and memorising textbooks. he too asked me why i wasn't in the same school with this other girl in my class.

" well that's because my mom sent me to xishan primary, "

oh and here comes the best part. He said yt's students are not good. as in discipline wise i guess. like wth. fyi, we can't even go around yishun with our blouses or tops tucked out without having our dear DM come and tell us off. we can't even sit at void decks and talk because our DM loves to go for his rounds and catch whoever isn't obeying school rules.

so come fellow yt schoolmates! let's unite and CHARGEEEE!!!

whatever lah. it's a good thing there is no more MT already. oh and PE was okay. thankfully they didn't make us run 5km but probably they will next lesson or subsequent lessons idk. did sprints and some exercise and my legs were screaming in pain lah. ( note to self: train more! )

history lesson was damn funny. it's not the lesson but the people in class. the teacher looks like those innocent sort and he kept talking about Cold War by reading from the slides even though he gave us the notes. Then there were the people in class itself. Siti and I were laughing at the people around. I laughed more though. I couldn't control my laughter because it's so weird. The teacher at the front talking and this guy sitting in front of him is sleeping for a good 20mins? you don't get that kind of luxury last time. then this girl beside us even power! took out her specs and put head on the table and slept. the rest were just doing their own thing & i was stoning most of the time. yeah stone!

the people in school are so weirdddd. HAHAHAHAHAH!
im supposed to use this time to learn about Logarithms or something like that. Bloody H2 Maths. Shikin the lucky woman is currently moshing and having the time of her life most prolly at Muse's gig lahh! Lucky her. I shall go for Rain's instead. Anyone wanna buy me tix? hahhaha. i don't even listen to Rain but he's got hot bod ah.

smile empty soul;

2007-01-13T15:10:00.000+08:00

wow i thought last year sucked but the starting of this year isn't going too well. last year sucked because of some personal stuff and school but come to think of it, i'd rather be studying until the wee hours of the morning. Compared to now, i'd rather turn back time.

things i need to get done (asap)

- arithmetic and geometric progression homework
(dammit i know nuts about it. if ever i'm in doubt, go online and rant about how h2 maths suckssssss.)

- study A maths, as much of it, tomorrow or tonight
(i'll scare everyone else during Maths lesson. not because my maths is so brilliant but because i'll scream and turn into a monster due to extreme frustration. then they'll make me stayback every friday for counselling.)

- be more lively!!!
(righttt. if only the school promise to invite the circus over and i'll let the handsome lions and pretty tigers out and order them to pounce on everyone. i'll be the most liveliest (or alive) person!)

- stop stoning
(people are starting to think i'm unfriendly. yeah i am a bitch with an anti-social behaviour and psychotic disorder so dont talk to me or i'll take out my claws like wolverine and start drowing a capital 'H' at your backs! hahahahahahah.)

i can't help but laugh out loud at all of the above. i'm not unfriendly but i so tired of expanding my social circle already lah. 1500 people in that school. and every inch i expand, it just gets more frustrating. i'll be that lone ranger everyone avoids. growl!

ps. I LOVE AOL RADIO!!!

this ain't a scene, it's an arm race;

2007-01-10T16:32:00.000+08:00

hello earthlings. this week was pretty rough for me. my blog song, starlight by muse, the music is somehow comforting, not the lyrics ah because the lyrics is just off. hahah! okay i have no idea how to explain.

today was really insane for me. firstly, ragini said i was in the same class as her which was a history class so i was quite relieved somehow because i don't know if i could cope with geography since i'm really new in geography. so i went to class which 7A5 i think and Alissa too was in 7A5. when the teacher passed around the class list, my name wasn't there. in other words, i was in the wrong class. home tutor period already started so i rushed off to find my class. asked this teacher where 02-01 was and he said to the left. i being a nutcase, entered 02-04 i think because the 1 looked like a 4. when i entered the class and even sat already, i saw my name again wasn't on the list. the guy beside me was laughing already. so i got out again and looked for my class and finally found it, only to be reprimanded by the teacher.

i found the whole incident really amusing. hahahah! i was laughing when i went for break. literature really drove me nuts because my answers are either very general or it shows i have a really wild imagination. i switched to Commerce faculty now, taking Economics, Maths and POA as H2 and History as H1. yeah i decided to go back to my roots. Shikin's in the same class too so at least i have someone i can talk to right now. not that i don't have any friends in Arts but i don't have anyone to turn to much really. I just realised how much i really don't know about literature when i met up with Aidah, Shu Yi and Qian Xin and they were talking about Van Gogh starry starry night. I'll be so screwed in lit lah!

warning: too much anger for one's own safety

2007-01-08T21:58:00.000+08:00

this entry contains too much anger so if you wish to read it, be warned!

people like these should jolly well curl up and die! if i could elaborate, i would but i can't so i won't because slamming people will just get me sued and since i'm just a juvenile, i still won't have enough money to hire a lawyer to fight back.

i'm not fed-up with my life because i can never be with people like NATIONS and my girls to cheer me up. i've never been this angry in my life and you should be honoured for being the first recipient to do so. blardy fucked up lah! there's so much anger brewing in me so much that i don't know who to turn to anymore though of course i know i have my girls to help me out. it is damn sickening and it sucks. everyday is another dreadful day as of now. if i could strangle you, i would, but i can't so i won't. i think now you should stay as far away from me as possible because i might just use my claws and scribe your face or something. three words, leave me alone.

i doubt you'll find my blog and even if you do, i don't give a damn really because everyone who reads will be wondering who the hell i'm talking about except a few. it's true. i can never feel safe and secure now. because everyone is different so you just don't know. here's a tip to you. Please mind how you react to different people. if i have a temper of a lionness, i would have pounce on you and eat you up. consider yourself lucky enough i didnt give a flying kick to your face which i would do if i took karate.

yes i'm sadistic like that. now you see that evil in me.
if you survived till now, congrats. im just really frustrated and angry right now and trust me, it won't subside that easily. if i don't talk to you tomorrow, just leave me alone as simple as that or just shut up. because i don't want to talk to you, understand? this doesn't go to one, it goes to all of you.

the only good part about today is meeting up with Amanda and Shantelle. They brought JOY to my depressed life and i'm SO happy/euphoric/ecstatic to see them. see what i mean by i can't be happy without my girls? laughing, talking and shopping for abit is makes me a happy girl but when i returned home, the anger just comes back. so when i'm this angry, don't expect it to suppress any sooner.

so bye.

why do all good things come to an end;

2007-01-07T20:30:00.000+08:00

firstly, ARSENAL WON! hahahah! i was so happy. at first i was scared because there's much news about liverpool going to win all that but in the end, 3-1 baybeh! and Robin played too! yes happiness! :)))

and my entries, the caps and all will be quite haywire. i can't be bothered to press CAPS LOCK and to make sure my sentences are grammatically correct so bear with me.

just now i went to Alvina's blog and looking at the pictures she posted about last year made me realise how much i really miss those crazy times. from our class obsession with pokka green tea or any form of Pokka tea and how we tried to smuggle them to class, to stalking guys not our age (hahah! i think this one Nations will know what it means). but it was fun, in its own ways. because now i can't buy green tea at Stall 1 anymore. i don't think they sell the bottled ones. i hate canned drinks. plus i can't stalk guys anymore without the support and help. hahahah! k shuddup.

plus of course mr tay himself who always gave me that STOP-TALKING-RUBBISH look everytime i talked nonsense or even when he said "very funny!". if i do that in school now, i'll probably get suspension which is kind of interesting since i never get suspended in secondary school. shall try one of these days. hah!

while i was going back home from buying some stuff, i asked my dad to drive past the school. idk. i just feel like looking at the school. because it has been more than a month since i last saw the school. i never stepped into that area since the wednesday after the last o'level paper. but i didn't go anyway because it was getting quite late.

so tell me, how many times have i written about how i missed last year so much in my blog huh?

piang school tomorrow. my orientation is long gone. other schools like NYJC and YJC are still having their orientation which is quite cool because lessons won't start so early for them but quite a bummer for me because i hate having orientations that stretch for many days. i shall not unleash the madness in me. shall contain it and make myself mad.

edit
rofl! i just found this on jeremy's multiply. apparently three-quarters of the population of yishun town are inter-connected someway or another at multiply.

look at me! at the very right side. as you can see some of us arent even helping lah. i just found this picture rather amusing. eh more camp pictures!

i wish the photography club or anyone could release the 2005 sec 3 camp pictures. i know they have lots of it because they posted a lot on the noticeboard. i want those with me in it. hahahahah! vainpot sia.

i don't quite know how to say how i feel;

2007-01-04T19:41:00.000+08:00

Today was better than yesterday. My group mates are starting to get along with each other and I'm trying my best to remember the names of the girls in my group. The guys are alright and quite helpful at times. Apparently the Sciences stream is really popular, then Commerce then Arts.

My little cousin just passed away today I think because he was buried this afternoon. When my dad told me that, I was really shocked and soon the sadness just started to envelope me. He's really young and even though he did suffer from sickness, it's really unexpected.

To add to my sadness, Robin and Fabregas won't be playing for the match against Liverpool. I hope Walcott comes and play because I like watching him run so fast with the ball, pass to a player upfront and that player scores. It makes the match exciting. Sigh. What luck. Arsenal against my former favourites.

Oh and I chose geography as one of my subjects in H2. First option that is but Shikin said the chances are not high because they want us to have the basics of geography. It's not that I don't want History but I'm already going to take Literature as H2 and it'll be quite heavy content altogether. Plus writing essays wasn't at all fun when you don't have such wonderful vocabulary and phrasing out your sentences. Geography at the same time is quite interesting and frankly speaking, both have interesting things about them. If I don't get to a geography class then it doesn't matter because they're bound to put me in History and HELLO WORLD WAR 2 AND SOUTH EAST ASIA again!

Maybe I should show my report book and show them that I got distinction for Geography in Sec 2 final exams. History too! Damn proud of it hokay! lol. 'cos it's like a once in a lifetime thing and after that, it's mostly F9s for History during Sec 3. Then again, I don't think we got back our report book, did we? I don't know where's mine anyway. Like they even cared looking at our past year results.

song to say goodbye;

2007-01-02T15:59:00.000+08:00

Some MI person just called. Guess she's one of those instructor kind of people who will be at the orientation in the next three days. And I only know my orientation group about an hour ago. So I assume Cel got a call before me? Oh and by the way, who are you Cel? I try to figure out whether we have any connections or what but I don't think so, so please reply to my tag, thank you very much.

Actually I have nothing to say. Just that, school ends at 2.30pm until Thursday and 4pm on Friday which is SO COOL! hahahah. Because i can watch Ellen Show. whoopee! oh yes i know some of you guys can slack at home while us have to go back to school or work which is lucky you because i don't how the hell i'm going to wake up at 5 plus in the morning seriously. I sleep at 3 or 4 every night/morning and wake up at 11 or 12. I shall try. Try I shall.

Oh oh my new year resolution is to have a wild cat! lol. yes a wild cat.

here kitty kitty kitty!

but of course i can't do that. i don't want it to trash my room and climb the pipes and in the end, it goes missing. i don't do resolutions really. i just go with the flow. i mean for me i'd rather do like a weekly resolution 'cos it's much easier for me and gets me started. okay shuddup.

best of luck to those going for PAEs! and alvina don't worry, i won't borrow money. i'll borrow their bank accounts! hahahha!

i see your true colours;

2006-12-30T17:01:00.000+08:00

Wow. Tomorrow is the last day of 2006. Time flies really fast and I still don't feel like I'm 16 yet. No, I don't feel I'm young but never mind.

It's been one hell of a journey this 2006 with the O'level exams and at the same time having the teachers continuously drill into out half-awake brains every lesson to tell us that " Your O'level exams is in November! Wake up! " something like that. It's crazy and I think every single person who have been through that NC-16 age will know that.

School wasn't a smooth sailing journey either with tests, exams, prelims, friendships at stake and stuff like that. Then you have the teachers who never fail to start off the lesson with their own version of " you-better-study-very-hard-or-you-will-regret-it-later-on " lectures. Still, at the end of the day, we managed to pull through the 2 weeks and 1 day of O'level examinations.

And on that last day was the day NATIONS had dinner together. Maybe about 3/4 of them. Established last year with Aidah as the boss while the rest consisted of Alvina, Amanda, Candy, Jiaen, Me, Rachael, Radhiah Sharina, Sherie, Shikin, Shivani and Yiwen. I think that's all. hahah. Sorry if I missed any more names because I really can't recall anymore right now. But yeah, we've retired from NATIONS and sent to our own respective countries. How y'all doing? hah.
Oh and not forgetting 4E5 Mustangs!

I'll go to the teachers bit when I feel grateful to them one day. HAHAHAHAHAH! So mean sia. Okay so there are a handful of teachers that I'll definitely say my HELLO to when I return to YTS. Some just make you want to smash your head into the wall because they're really driving you insane while some are alright. But they, at the end of the day, are the ones who have helped me go through the crazy year and I am grateful to them for it so ZANK YOU!

What else do I want to say aye? Oh and dammit some of my stationaries are gone! I never even use pencils or pens during the holidays and my handwriting is very foreign and writing feels so weird. But the point is, I WANT ALL MY PENS BACK! hah. you just leave your pencil box on the table and your family members just borrow and borrow and forget to return them and please put my pens whatever back thank you very much. i don't want to get new stuff much.

oh and there are a couple of soccer matches tonight so can keep me entertained. Go Gunners!

okay tomorrow's Hari Raya Haji so Salam Aidiladha! & a Happy New Year! :D

hurry up;

2006-12-28T19:04:00.000+08:00

damn. i've been sneezing and my nose is blocked for the last 30 minutes. Either it's the flu bug or it's just my screwed system which causes me to cough like hell and have running nose everytime the weather/surroundings is cold.

serentak semasa sembilan empat duaaa;

2006-12-27T23:29:00.000+08:00

Today was fun! Good company, games on PS2, LOTS of soccer talk and Shan's place!

Met up with Aidah before heading to Khatib to meet the rest which consists of Janar, Shan, Saraniya, Sathies, Wei Xiang and Ting Yong. Took about half an hour for all of them to be there finally and proceeded to Shan's place. Sathies brought out his PS2 which the guys played soccer non-stop on it. They can never stop talking about soccer. Even while having our Macs lunch, they were still going on about soccer. Aidah left for work then while we continued to play UNO, Heart Attack using UNO cards and Jenga which I spastically let it topple. it was going to fall soon so might as well let it fall in style! heheh. Went home at about 1830 hours.

Anyway, I like this kind of outings. You will laugh a lot which is important. Like me. Laughing unnecessarily all the time. Plus I really like the present Shan got me. More to add to my collection now. Hahah! Now I must start searching for ideas for March aye, Shan? hahahah.

Anyway, I'm in the middle of watching the repeat of Man Utd VS Wigan. Not a Man U fan. Watching for fun. See y'all later!

edit
see how fascinating my holidays are. i don't mean it's boring at all because i have soccer matches to entertain me for a good 90 minutes. TV shows for hours and hours of good, educational fun at times. Oh I saw C. Ronaldo's penalty shoot which was cool, as in, I've never seen someone shoot, get saved and manages to shoot again and score. I need to find more sources of entertainment.

and i almost had you;

2006-12-25T23:15:00.000+08:00

Today was fun. Spent the afternoon watching a bit of Friends before meeting up with Aidah for movie and lunch. Her treat. We wanted to have dinner but the we were watching the 4.40pm show so decided to have lunch instead. It was damn packed at Causeway Point especially the cinema area. We watched A Night At The Museum which is really hilarious and a MUST WATCH! I like the pharaoh/mummy whatever it's called guy. I thought he's going to be one ugly fella since he was from thousands of years ago but he's actually not so bad. heh.

oh and what do you think of my current layout? Nothing fancy. I'm still trying to get around photoshop, playing around a bit.

A week more before school reopens. Huarghh! I want to stay at home longer. It's not fair that other people are either getting 2 months or more than 2 months of holidays while I, plus some others get 1 and a half months of holidays because of O'levels. But nevermind. I think I shall skip school on some days to make up for the lack of holidays. :)

I'm spending my last bit of holidays playing pokemoncrater.com (what else?), Sims 2 or going out. Life is good. I won't say it's really boring because not everyday I live in this kind of so-called luxury. Watching hours of tv, stuffing my face with food and just slack like nobody's business.

So how have your holidays been then?
what a weird ending.

baby veeeeeeeeeeeee;

2006-12-23T23:14:00.000+08:00

baby come back to meeee, i should have never set you freee, love babyyyyy, come baacccckkk
heh. I have no idea if the lyrics are correct anyway.

Here's an announcement to all you peoples. I've enlarged my tagboard. Larger than yours probably. HAH! It's also pop-up so go click that hotpink link to your right. If you still can't see it even though it's the only pink amongst the black and green, you should go visit the eye doctor before the school reopens really. No offence though.

2007 is coming soon. In about a week? School is starting and MI here I come which I'm not that keen and prepared either. I miss YTS. Not the system but ~~the people~~ some of the people there. I don't like the new campus. I prefer the old one because I spend 3 years there and there's definitely more memories there. Besides, I miss my friends like Nations, The Laidback Gang and 4E5MUSTANGS! I was nicknamed loudhailer or loudspeaker by my MT teacher in primary school and i guess i live up to that name this year because I constantly shout from the left of the classroom. and getting weird stares by whichever teacher is in class. This year has got to be the most memorable year. I learnt a lot this year; school, family and friends. I won't elaborate much. I'm not in the mood to rant on and on.

sigh i miss secondary school. anyway, i hope all you guys out there, 4E5MUSTANGS or not, enjoy your holidays while it's here aights! Those going to the various JCs or MI for PAE, Good luck and have fun!

ohkayyyyyy. i sound veryyy sad and nostalgic. but nvm. it's okay to be sad once in a while. if you're happy all the time, then something's wrong. heh.

okaylah. i'd better be off. got some stuff to do. adios amigos!

shoot the stars;

2006-12-22T14:13:00.000+08:00

well hello. I haven't been updating much because there isn't anything to be updated about. My Malacca trip was okay. However, the place I was staying at was terrible. i can write a 101 complains about it but i'm too lazy to elaborate. Oh and I was lucky enough to be on my way home from Malacca on the day the rain started pouring rather heavily and nonstop. The next day, Malacca was reported to be one of the areas worst hit by the floods. I don't how the hell I'm going to go home if that happens and secondly, I'll probably be drowned by the flood because the waters rose to about 1.5m or higher I think. Either I am completely submerged or you can see the top of my head.

i want to change my layout lah! maybe i'll do an AAR layout or some model layout or something. heh! i'm not satisfied with my work yet so some other time aye?

oh and go listen to LoveStoned/I Think She Knows Interlude by Justin Timberlake. Nice song!
maybe i can do a layout on the song. . .

bye;

2006-12-16T22:51:00.000+08:00

bye all. off to malacca. back on Wednesday. See y'all soon! :)

your new version of Blogger is ready;

2006-12-14T09:47:00.000+08:00

I just checked my PAE result/posting/etc. and I'll be spending my first 3 months next year at Millenia Institute. Eh got 2 'n's so it's Millennia Institute. HAHAH! I'm going to the school next year and I don't even know how to spell the name. I've always referred it as MI. One of my friends got admitted to VJC which is really awesome since she has been a bright student since primary school. I haven't heard from the rest of my friends yet because it is still considered early in the morning. Their waking up time is 1pm or 2pm and i thought i was the odd one out because i wake up at 11am usually.

now i need a new schoolbag. :D

ahkay i'd better go and get ready to go out now. see y'all!

because the cow jumped over the moon;

2006-12-13T01:21:00.000+08:00

helloooooooo.
i'll get to know whether i'm accepted into MI or not tomorrow. finally.
i can't stand sitting around and waiting for the results, thinking whether i'm accepted or not when i can go search for jobs or something.

but maybe currently, i'm not interested in finding jobs because i have a newfound love. hahah! SIMS 2 BAYBEH! it's quite irritating and i'm still getting use to it after a few years of not playing Sims already. at least i have Sims to kill my boredom. but since my computer hangs a lot, the game's quite lagging.

probably compared to my friends who are working, i'm fortunate enough to be spending half the day in front of the tv. no choice lah. i spend 3/4 of my time at my granny's place and the tv is the only entertainment there, besides my 2 year old cousin. i watch kidscentral hokay! i like the show Jacob Two-two or something like that and Pokemon. HAHAH! I'm even playing pokemoncrater.com . fun what! others turn to neopets and i turn to pokemon. i must be the most retarded anti-social kid in town. but it's fun. i get to capture pokemons by battling them, unlike neopets where you have to create them. And it's hard to choose pets. They're such cute furry animals you wish they could do a peace sign and go 'KAWAII NEHX!' the thing about neopets is that i'm too lazy to feed them and usually depend on the fairy from the Soup Kitchen to give free food to my pets. HAH! yeah i'm an asshole but they're virtual, not like those ads on tv where they go ' pets don't judge whether you're right or wrong.. so don't something something as you please, ' hahahah. k i sound like i hate animals but no i don't. i like animals. adore them in fact.

oh and my dad's going to work in africa for a month after CNY. dang i'm gonna miss his usual crappiness at home. he said if he chose to go qatar, he'll be spending 3-4 years there and returning home once a year which sucks. but it's good that he's got such oppurtunities to work in other countries. i want too!

i'm in a movie mood currently. even though i'm broke back mountain.
there are defenitely movies like Eragon that i'm dying to watch! :)
ahh anyway, i'm leaving for Malacca this Sunday. i'm going to have a picture-taking frenzy again!

oh weeee i'm off to bed ah. night all!

haven't you people ever heard of closing the goddamn door;

2006-12-08T23:44:00.000+08:00

I was watching the EPL update on Channel 5 just now. There's nothing good on TV so i resorted to watching soccer. I used to be a soccer fanatic back in the primary school days. It was really retarded lah. When Singapore played for the Tiger Cup, way back before they won the Cup eventually, i used to watch the matches with my dad and criticised whichever player who were too lazy to run after the ball. Till the point when my dad told me to shut up. hahah. What can i do? The opponent kept scoring goals on and on and our players looked like they need dinosaurs chasing after them then they would go after the ball. but then dinosaurs were impossible since they're extinct way way back before Adam and Eve. or isit?

So anyway, i used to be a ~~hardcore~~ loyal fan of Liverpool back then. Back when Owen used to play for the team before he started jumping to and fro the different clubs like a ping pong ball. Guess my dad kind of 'influenced' me to be a Liverpool supporter. I don't watch their matches because i don't subscribe to cable so i depended on the newspapers only.

then that soccer fanatic-ism died. i stopped following all these matches and stuff. the only time i watch soccer was during World Cup which is every 4 years. or 5 years? argh whatever.

recently, the soccer bug got into me again. but i'm not rooting for Liverpool anymore lah. I lost that 'loyalty' already. hahah. I'm rooting for the Gunners. How bout that?? hahahha.

but seriously. i like the way they play. i shall watch more of Arsenal. i'm not a hardcore fan yet lah. just support only. soon, i'll be a fan. hhaahhah. okay shut.

i'm rambling about soccer here. i miss playing sports lah. i want to go back to primary school. netball, floorball, hockey and soccer. i can still remember back in primary 6, my girlfriends and i played soccer against the boys. 3 against 3. of course the boys won lah. but it's fun. it was during the World Cup period too i think so there were always people playing soccer at the parade square.

aaah those crazy days.

get on the dance floor where the music is free;

2006-12-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

anyone here watches The Ellen Degeneres Show?
I'm running out of things and pictures to talk and post about. Just thought I could talk about my daily favourite show. It's a really good show. Celebrities come in and Ellen's a hilarious woman i tell you. At least i'm watching something informative (?) these holidays.

My sister bought Taufik's new album and i give it two thumbs up. The songs are amazing and when I first heard it on Shan Wee's Front Row Friday, i thought the album is a must buy, for me lah. Really good songs, much better than the first album anyway. which is good too but this is better.

I went out with Shivani 2 days ago. We watched Step Up at Causeway Pt. I love the dance moves! Especially at the showcase part. Really cool. Then we went to Orchard and look for white tops because Shivani needed them for church. Found some nice tops too but the price is also nice. Took the train to Sengkang then and met up with Aidah. Got free games at Timezone which is coolness to the core! lol.
It could have been a wonderful outing if not for the stomachache which kept coming and going throughout the day.

wahlao i really have nothing else to talk about.

Prison Break's getting more and more exciting and I'm really eager to hurry up and watch everything and especially the ending. Michael Scofield is really wow! If you watch the PB anyway, it's amazing the way he views all the mechanism and structures around him. If I had brains like him, i probably will be able to go through those 6$3&%*7 DNT times without that man having to yell at me or anything.
One Tree Hill stretches to 4 seasons currently and Star World is only showing the 2nd season. And then there's the OC as well.

wowwww. i want to stay home and be carefree and watch all these shows but PAE results next week and i might not enjoy this gooood life anymore.

ahkay im getting very irritated with my entries but im going to post them anyway. ill go whip up a new layout or something tomorrow. hokay goodnight you peoples.

stomachaches! you give me stomachaches!

2006-11-29T09:07:00.000+08:00

Pumps suck because they make the back of your ankles sore at times. That's what I'm suffering from currently. My right ankle is okay but the left has started to swell and itch that I didn't have a good sleep last night.
A mosquito has also decided to come and take a sip or maybe a gulp of my blood and I have this weird hmm wound or whatever you call it because I scratched too hard.
Plus, the small cat or kitten because after all these years, it's still as small and skinny bit my thumb like as if my thumb is a fish. Its teeth actually kind of penetrate deep into my skin until I can feel the pain in the bone and guess what? My thumb too has swelled.

WHEEEEEEEE! What great pain!

I'm quite bored already sitting at home. Currently I managed to entertain myself by building and managing theme parks on Rollercoaster Tycoon. Fun? If only the computer does not keep hanging and disrupt my game then it will only be fun.

Oh yeah. I saw some of the prom night pictures already. The girls look gorgeous and the guys look hot. Bing Cong prom king leh! Best bowler and now prom king. My class monitor leh! hahah. And some very wow transformation. Some look really feminine and all. So fun lah. Too bad I wasn't there. I'm short of money and even I were to go, I'd probably go there feeling guilty because my parents fork out too much money already.

Ok. I gotta go put some cream on this 'wounds' so see ya!
Adam Brody is cute btw. :)

dancing with black maria;

2006-11-24T19:32:00.000+08:00

I planned to make my own layout today. But the computer decided to be in a PMS mode today. It kept hanging over and over again. I'm still trying to get use to all the blogger codes and designing etcetra.

I gave up in the end and started a picture-taking frenzy. I just discoverd a function which the camera had. Close up versions things. EXCITING YOU KNOW! Very cool sia! I didn't know the camera had this sort of function so I took random shots of things around the house.

SIGHHHH.
I tried posting pictures here but the table is too small so I posted it to my LJ instead.

CLICK HERE!
I think I'm posting picture entries there untill I get a bigger entry table.

I want to be a photographer like this. I asked my mom if she could get me those Canon cameras. And she gave me that DONTBECRAZY look. Never mind. I shall one day selami or go deeper into photography.

I'm quite bored. I don't know what to do. Any inspirations on what should my layout look like next or not? I've got 30++ days or so if MI doesn't want me which is equaivalent to a lot of free time. I started reading recently too but all I want to do is play SIMS 2! Only thing is I don't have Sims 2. My cousin borrowed my Sims and haven't returned it yet. And I doubt my mom will buy me Sims 2 anyway because my bill is so tinggi nak mampos sampai tembos atap rumah flat ni abeh hujan turun renyai basah rumah orang tingkat dua belas tu. Translation: My bill is so high it burst through the roof of the the block that when the rain comes down heavily, the house at the 12th storey is wet.

Sorry ah. I don't make sense. My English is very bad already. I shall start reading the dictionary more often. K see you people!

hearing those words it makes me weak;

2006-11-22T23:23:00.000+08:00

First of all, I won't be replying to your SMSes for a week or so because my handphone bill for this month can buy 4D ah! lol. What I mean is, my phone bill is effing WOAH! So I don't want to put anymore burden on my parents who are paying for the bills so I shall gladly surrender my phone to them. Helps me exercise some discipline about phone usage and also since I'm not working, it's important to save up.

Anyway, I've been out three days straught including Monday. Yesterday, I finally met my girls. We headed to Far East first. I got 2 pairs of ear studs, both had green 'gems' on them. Sid got her prom stuff too and then we headed to Vivo City with the intention to watch a movie. But the GV was having a grand opening so the cinema was close. It didn't make sense because why can't they have the grand opening on the day Vivo was opened? So our hopes were crushed since we wanted to try Cinema Europa or something like that. Walked around for a bit and trust me, one day is not enough to explore the whole mall. So we decided to watch at Causeway Point. I got my bag and we watched Colic. After the last horror movie I watched, I brush my hands off horror movies. I was covering my eyes at every scary bits because I don't want to end up not sleeping at night and having weird hallucinations and images of the movies in my head. Plus, I was very eager for the movie to finish beacuse I need to use the toilet. heh! Proceeded home then.

Today or just now, went for post-raya outing with Ekin, Ina, Suriati, Natasha and Rad. Went to Rad's place, then Mrs Rahmat's place, which we were quite excited about since she lived in a three-storey bungalow and so since we are all HDB people, we toured her house. Then went to Ekin's place before I headed home while the rest went to Ena's place and also to pick up their prom dresses.

So tomorrow onwards, I shall slack at home, watch loads of TV and surf the net all I want before 3rd Jan. And I'll probably be going out next week again. For a day only maybe.

Anyway, if you need to reach me, the tagboard is there. Or email. Or snail mail. Or call my house phone. Or sent an owl. The owl will know where to find me.

HELLO HELLO HELLO.

2006-11-21T01:02:00.000+08:00

I'm back to blogger/blogspot! I miss this place. Livejournal codes get on my nerves but it's much easier to post pictures there, bigger spaces and the lj-cuts which helps to hide humungous posts.
Anyhoos, I had a great day today.

Firstly, I'm done with O'levels! Finally, I'm able to spend my holidays free from holidays assignments, studying, revision etcetra. No worries about school anymore. The last time I had this kind of holidays was back in Primary 6. A couple of my friends got their jobs already. I'm deprived of such stuff because my parents think I might be too engrossed in all the money-making and put my studies on hold. Maybe I would but who put studies on hold at this age? But it's okay. While my friends spend their time at work, I'm spending my time watching teevee, surfing the net, watching teevee and going out. I'm going to hunt my friend's workplaces probably next week. NYEHEHEH! Watch out!

Secondly, today was awesome! First of all, we had Science paper in the morning and DNT in the afternoon. It started raining heavily nearing the end of the paper. But anyway, Nations had dinner at Pizza Hut Causeway Pt. 11 of us altogether so part of nations. Probably one of the last gatherings we'll be having since most of they are either working or schooling. Then watched Material Girls which is really cliche but Joel Madden's looks good in the movie. :) and that whatshisname got a good side view. But overall, it was a fun-filled day. Good company, crazy fun times and embarrassing moments but it was worth it.

I'd better retire to bed now. I have to be up by 7 for school later for some briefing. See y'all soon.